this blog is officially inactive as of may 27, 2015. it was a long and memorable ride, guys, but i really have to go. thank you so much for the experience. farewell.

this is goodbye.

yeoxin:

(yep the title is legit.)

i’m officially saying farewell to this blog. life has never been easy for me, but it has been particularly difficult in the last 10 months or so. aside from the difficulties i experienced in school and with regard to my physical health, i’ve been so emotionally unstable lately that i practically became a pain in the ass to my family (i even dropped contact with my rl friends for almost 2 months because i was afraid of what i might possibly say at my state then), and just when i thought that things will eventually get better, life decided to dump a pile of crap on me and my family today. things have gone for the worst, and i’m not exaggerating. (worst as in our future has become uncertain worst)

as much as it pains me to go, i really need to take this step. first and foremost, i need to get my head straight and with how things are going? i doubt this will take a short amount of time. next, i need to get my priorities, my goals, and, in general, my life straight. i need to be there for my family, because we’re about to go through a drastic lifestyle change and there are just so many things at stake. i need to become a better person. and i can’t do all these things while i have a tumblr blog in the sidelines. (maybe i could’ve done this before, but circumstances have changed)

i won’t delete this blog. i made so many wonderful memories throughout my stay and i want to keep palpable reminders (messages, posts, etc.) of that. feel free to unfollow me, even if we’re mutuals. i won’t hold it against you (how could i when i’m gone?) 

i want to personally say goodbye to a lot of people, but i think it’d make my exit much more difficult, so i’m sorry to all of the amazing people i’ve had the pleasure of being well-acquainted with here. you deserve a better farewell, but i’m too much of a coward right now. i think i wouldn’t stop crying if i dropped messages on all of your inboxes so.. yeah.

 thanks for the past 3 years, guys. it was fun while it lasted.

love, naomi/nana


this is goodbye.

yeoxin:

(yep the title is legit.)

i’m officially saying farewell to this blog. life has never been easy for me, but it has been particularly difficult in the last 10 months or so. aside from the difficulties i experienced in school and with regard to my physical health, i’ve been so emotionally unstable lately that i practically became a pain in the ass to my family (i even dropped contact with my rl friends for almost 2 months because i was afraid of what i might possibly say at my state then), and just when i thought that things will eventually get better, life decided to dump a pile of crap on me and my family today. things have gone for the worst, and i’m not exaggerating. (worst as in our future has become uncertain worst)

as much as it pains me to go, i really need to take this step. first and foremost, i need to get my head straight and with how things are going? i doubt this will take a short amount of time. next, i need to get my priorities, my goals, and, in general, my life straight. i need to be there for my family, because we’re about to go through a drastic lifestyle change and there are just so many things at stake. i need to become a better person. and i can’t do all these things while i have a tumblr blog in the sidelines. (maybe i could’ve done this before, but circumstances have changed)

i won’t delete this blog. i made so many wonderful memories throughout my stay and i want to keep palpable reminders (messages, posts, etc.) of that. feel free to unfollow me, even if we’re mutuals. i won’t hold it against you (how could i when i’m gone?) 

i want to personally say goodbye to a lot of people, but i think it’d make my exit much more difficult, so i’m sorry to all of the amazing people i’ve had the pleasure of being well-acquainted with here. you deserve a better farewell, but i’m too much of a coward right now. i think i wouldn’t stop crying if i dropped messages on all of your inboxes so.. yeah.

 thanks for the past 3 years, guys. it was fun while it lasted.

love, naomi/nana


this is goodbye.

yeoxin:

(yep the title is legit.)

i’m officially saying farewell to this blog. life has never been easy for me, but it has been particularly difficult in the last 10 months or so. aside from the difficulties i experienced in school and with regard to my physical health, i’ve been so emotionally unstable lately that i practically became a pain in the ass to my family (i even dropped contact with my rl friends for almost 2 months because i was afraid of what i might possibly say at my state then), and just when i thought that things will eventually get better, life decided to dump a pile of crap on me and my family today. things have gone for the worst, and i’m not exaggerating. (worst as in our future has become uncertain worst)

as much as it pains me to go, i really need to take this step. first and foremost, i need to get my head straight and with how things are going? i doubt this will take a short amount of time. next, i need to get my priorities, my goals, and, in general, my life straight. i need to be there for my family, because we’re about to go through a drastic lifestyle change and there are just so many things at stake. i need to become a better person. and i can’t do all these things while i have a tumblr blog in the sidelines. (maybe i could’ve done this before, but circumstances have changed)

i won’t delete this blog. i made so many wonderful memories throughout my stay and i want to keep palpable reminders (messages, posts, etc.) of that. feel free to unfollow me, even if we’re mutuals. i won’t hold it against you (how could i when i’m gone?) 

i want to personally say goodbye to a lot of people, but i think it’d make my exit much more difficult, so i’m sorry to all of the amazing people i’ve had the pleasure of being well-acquainted with here. you deserve a better farewell, but i’m too much of a coward right now. i think i wouldn’t stop crying if i dropped messages on all of your inboxes so.. yeah.

 thanks for the past 3 years, guys. it was fun while it lasted.

love, naomi/nana


this is goodbye.

yeoxin:

(yep the title is legit.)

i’m officially saying farewell to this blog. life has never been easy for me, but it has been particularly difficult in the last 10 months or so. aside from the difficulties i experienced in school and with regard to my physical health, i’ve been so emotionally unstable lately that i practically became a pain in the ass to my family (i even dropped contact with my rl friends for almost 2 months because i was afraid of what i might possibly say at my state then), and just when i thought that things will eventually get better, life decided to dump a pile of crap on me and my family today. things have gone for the worst, and i’m not exaggerating. (worst as in our future has become uncertain worst)

as much as it pains me to go, i really need to take this step. first and foremost, i need to get my head straight and with how things are going? i doubt this will take a short amount of time. next, i need to get my priorities, my goals, and, in general, my life straight. i need to be there for my family, because we’re about to go through a drastic lifestyle change and there are just so many things at stake. i need to become a better person. and i can’t do all these things while i have a tumblr blog in the sidelines. (maybe i could’ve done this before, but circumstances have changed)

i won’t delete this blog. i made so many wonderful memories throughout my stay and i want to keep palpable reminders (messages, posts, etc.) of that. feel free to unfollow me, even if we’re mutuals. i won’t hold it against you (how could i when i’m gone?) 

i want to personally say goodbye to a lot of people, but i think it’d make my exit much more difficult, so i’m sorry to all of the amazing people i’ve had the pleasure of being well-acquainted with here. you deserve a better farewell, but i’m too much of a coward right now. i think i wouldn’t stop crying if i dropped messages on all of your inboxes so.. yeah.

 thanks for the past 3 years, guys. it was fun while it lasted.

love, naomi/nana


this is goodbye.

(yep the title is legit.)

i’m officially saying farewell to this blog. life has never been easy for me, but it has been particularly difficult in the last 10 months or so. aside from the difficulties i experienced in school and with regard to my physical health, i’ve been so emotionally unstable lately that i practically became a pain in the ass to my family (i even dropped contact with my rl friends for almost 2 months because i was afraid of what i might possibly say at my state then), and just when i thought that things will eventually get better, life decided to dump a pile of crap on me and my family today. things have gone for the worst, and i’m not exaggerating. (worst as in our future has become uncertain worst)

as much as it pains me to go, i really need to take this step. first and foremost, i need to get my head straight and with how things are going? i doubt this will take a short amount of time. next, i need to get my priorities, my goals, and, in general, my life straight. i need to be there for my family, because we’re about to go through a drastic lifestyle change and there are just so many things at stake. i need to become a better person. and i can’t do all these things while i have a tumblr blog in the sidelines. (maybe i could’ve done this before, but circumstances have changed)

i won’t delete this blog. i made so many wonderful memories throughout my stay and i want to keep palpable reminders (messages, posts, etc.) of that. feel free to unfollow me, even if we’re mutuals. i won’t hold it against you (how could i when i’m gone?) 

i want to personally say goodbye to a lot of people, but i think it’d make my exit much more difficult, so i’m sorry to all of the amazing people i’ve had the pleasure of being well-acquainted with here. you deserve a better farewell, but i’m too much of a coward right now. i think i wouldn’t stop crying if i dropped messages on all of your inboxes so.. yeah.

 thanks for the past 3 years, guys. it was fun while it lasted.

love, naomi/nana


When your depression is a bad day you keep having. A mood you’re in. A phase you’ll grow out of. When your depression doesn’t leave. When it swallows you. Fills your journals. Fills your friends with an uneasiness. When it can’t be ignored. When everyone is just making sure you’re okay. When okay is such a small, minimizing word that you want to bite down on it. To suck it down dry and taste what it feels like. When it is all of your bad habits exasperated. When it is you dreaming of being hit by a car as you drive to a friend’s party. When it is the way you smell after not leaving your bed for four days. When it is the bad looks you get. The silences. The prescriptions. The “this is in your best interest"s. When your depression is you nodding and saying, okay. Okay. Tell me what my best interest is. Because I don’t know. I don’t know.
Your Depression Is, Lora Mathis (via lora-mathis)

(you said scroll down but...)get well soon! happy to see you here
Anonymous

actual tears are pouring out of my eyes right now oh gosh :(((( thank you, anon. so so much.



vulnerablx:

I swear I’ll be fine for weeks, but one morning I’ll wake up and my heart feels heavy for no reason at all. It’s just hard, you know? thinking you’re making all this progress only for it to be ruined by one little thing



What You Crave vs What You Need

  • Chocolate: Raw nuts/seeds.
  • Oily/Fatty Snacks: Kale, leafy greens.
  • Soda/Carbonated Drinks: Actual, literal bubbles.
  • Chips/Salty Food: Topsoil.
  • Cookies: Freudian psychology.
  • Sweet Tea: A strong Southern gentleman to take care of you.
  • Pasta/Carbs: Pasta/Carbs.
  • Ice: The sweet release of death.

Title: Only U
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