(yep the title is legit.)
i’m officially saying farewell to this blog. life has never been easy for me, but it has been particularly difficult in the last 10 months or so. aside from the difficulties i experienced in school and with regard to my physical health, i’ve been so emotionally unstable lately that i practically became a pain in the ass to my family (i even dropped contact with my rl friends for almost 2 months because i was afraid of what i might possibly say at my state then), and just when i thought that things will eventually get better, life decided to dump a pile of crap on me and my family today. things have gone for the worst, and i’m not exaggerating. (worst as in our future has become uncertain worst)
as much as it pains me to go, i really need to take this step. first and foremost, i need to get my head straight and with how things are going? i doubt this will take a short amount of time. next, i need to get my priorities, my goals, and, in general, my life straight. i need to be there for my family, because we’re about to go through a drastic lifestyle change and there are just so many things at stake. i need to become a better person. and i can’t do all these things while i have a tumblr blog in the sidelines. (maybe i could’ve done this before, but circumstances have changed)
i won’t delete this blog. i made so many wonderful memories throughout my stay and i want to keep palpable reminders (messages, posts, etc.) of that. feel free to unfollow me, even if we’re mutuals. i won’t hold it against you (how could i when i’m gone?)
i want to personally say goodbye to a lot of people, but i think it’d make my exit much more difficult, so i’m sorry to all of the amazing people i’ve had the pleasure of being well-acquainted with here. you deserve a better farewell, but i’m too much of a coward right now. i think i wouldn’t stop crying if i dropped messages on all of your inboxes so.. yeah.
thanks for the past 3 years, guys. it was fun while it lasted.
love, naomi/nana
(yep the title is legit.)
i’m officially saying farewell to this blog. life has never been easy for me, but it has been particularly difficult in the last 10 months or so. aside from the difficulties i experienced in school and with regard to my physical health, i’ve been so emotionally unstable lately that i practically became a pain in the ass to my family (i even dropped contact with my rl friends for almost 2 months because i was afraid of what i might possibly say at my state then), and just when i thought that things will eventually get better, life decided to dump a pile of crap on me and my family today. things have gone for the worst, and i’m not exaggerating. (worst as in our future has become uncertain worst)
as much as it pains me to go, i really need to take this step. first and foremost, i need to get my head straight and with how things are going? i doubt this will take a short amount of time. next, i need to get my priorities, my goals, and, in general, my life straight. i need to be there for my family, because we’re about to go through a drastic lifestyle change and there are just so many things at stake. i need to become a better person. and i can’t do all these things while i have a tumblr blog in the sidelines. (maybe i could’ve done this before, but circumstances have changed)
i won’t delete this blog. i made so many wonderful memories throughout my stay and i want to keep palpable reminders (messages, posts, etc.) of that. feel free to unfollow me, even if we’re mutuals. i won’t hold it against you (how could i when i’m gone?)
i want to personally say goodbye to a lot of people, but i think it’d make my exit much more difficult, so i’m sorry to all of the amazing people i’ve had the pleasure of being well-acquainted with here. you deserve a better farewell, but i’m too much of a coward right now. i think i wouldn’t stop crying if i dropped messages on all of your inboxes so.. yeah.
thanks for the past 3 years, guys. it was fun while it lasted.
love, naomi/nana
(yep the title is legit.)
i’m officially saying farewell to this blog. life has never been easy for me, but it has been particularly difficult in the last 10 months or so. aside from the difficulties i experienced in school and with regard to my physical health, i’ve been so emotionally unstable lately that i practically became a pain in the ass to my family (i even dropped contact with my rl friends for almost 2 months because i was afraid of what i might possibly say at my state then), and just when i thought that things will eventually get better, life decided to dump a pile of crap on me and my family today. things have gone for the worst, and i’m not exaggerating. (worst as in our future has become uncertain worst)
as much as it pains me to go, i really need to take this step. first and foremost, i need to get my head straight and with how things are going? i doubt this will take a short amount of time. next, i need to get my priorities, my goals, and, in general, my life straight. i need to be there for my family, because we’re about to go through a drastic lifestyle change and there are just so many things at stake. i need to become a better person. and i can’t do all these things while i have a tumblr blog in the sidelines. (maybe i could’ve done this before, but circumstances have changed)
i won’t delete this blog. i made so many wonderful memories throughout my stay and i want to keep palpable reminders (messages, posts, etc.) of that. feel free to unfollow me, even if we’re mutuals. i won’t hold it against you (how could i when i’m gone?)
i want to personally say goodbye to a lot of people, but i think it’d make my exit much more difficult, so i’m sorry to all of the amazing people i’ve had the pleasure of being well-acquainted with here. you deserve a better farewell, but i’m too much of a coward right now. i think i wouldn’t stop crying if i dropped messages on all of your inboxes so.. yeah.
thanks for the past 3 years, guys. it was fun while it lasted.
love, naomi/nana
(yep the title is legit.)
i’m officially saying farewell to this blog. life has never been easy for me, but it has been particularly difficult in the last 10 months or so. aside from the difficulties i experienced in school and with regard to my physical health, i’ve been so emotionally unstable lately that i practically became a pain in the ass to my family (i even dropped contact with my rl friends for almost 2 months because i was afraid of what i might possibly say at my state then), and just when i thought that things will eventually get better, life decided to dump a pile of crap on me and my family today. things have gone for the worst, and i’m not exaggerating. (worst as in our future has become uncertain worst)
as much as it pains me to go, i really need to take this step. first and foremost, i need to get my head straight and with how things are going? i doubt this will take a short amount of time. next, i need to get my priorities, my goals, and, in general, my life straight. i need to be there for my family, because we’re about to go through a drastic lifestyle change and there are just so many things at stake. i need to become a better person. and i can’t do all these things while i have a tumblr blog in the sidelines. (maybe i could’ve done this before, but circumstances have changed)
i won’t delete this blog. i made so many wonderful memories throughout my stay and i want to keep palpable reminders (messages, posts, etc.) of that. feel free to unfollow me, even if we’re mutuals. i won’t hold it against you (how could i when i’m gone?)
i want to personally say goodbye to a lot of people, but i think it’d make my exit much more difficult, so i’m sorry to all of the amazing people i’ve had the pleasure of being well-acquainted with here. you deserve a better farewell, but i’m too much of a coward right now. i think i wouldn’t stop crying if i dropped messages on all of your inboxes so.. yeah.
thanks for the past 3 years, guys. it was fun while it lasted.
love, naomi/nana
(yep the title is legit.)
i’m officially saying farewell to this blog. life has never been easy for me, but it has been particularly difficult in the last 10 months or so. aside from the difficulties i experienced in school and with regard to my physical health, i’ve been so emotionally unstable lately that i practically became a pain in the ass to my family (i even dropped contact with my rl friends for almost 2 months because i was afraid of what i might possibly say at my state then), and just when i thought that things will eventually get better, life decided to dump a pile of crap on me and my family today. things have gone for the worst, and i’m not exaggerating. (worst as in our future has become uncertain worst)
as much as it pains me to go, i really need to take this step. first and foremost, i need to get my head straight and with how things are going? i doubt this will take a short amount of time. next, i need to get my priorities, my goals, and, in general, my life straight. i need to be there for my family, because we’re about to go through a drastic lifestyle change and there are just so many things at stake. i need to become a better person. and i can’t do all these things while i have a tumblr blog in the sidelines. (maybe i could’ve done this before, but circumstances have changed)
i won’t delete this blog. i made so many wonderful memories throughout my stay and i want to keep palpable reminders (messages, posts, etc.) of that. feel free to unfollow me, even if we’re mutuals. i won’t hold it against you (how could i when i’m gone?)
i want to personally say goodbye to a lot of people, but i think it’d make my exit much more difficult, so i’m sorry to all of the amazing people i’ve had the pleasure of being well-acquainted with here. you deserve a better farewell, but i’m too much of a coward right now. i think i wouldn’t stop crying if i dropped messages on all of your inboxes so.. yeah.
thanks for the past 3 years, guys. it was fun while it lasted.
love, naomi/nana
actual tears are pouring out of my eyes right now oh gosh :(((( thank you, anon. so so much.
I swear I’ll be fine for weeks, but one morning I’ll wake up and my heart feels heavy for no reason at all. It’s just hard, you know? thinking you’re making all this progress only for it to be ruined by one little thing

Title: Only U
Artist: 소녀시대-태티서 (GIRLS' GENERATION-TTS)
Album: The 2nd Mini Album 'Holler'
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